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Emmanuel – God With Us

Emmanuel - God With Us

The sweet scent of cinnamon and sugar mixed with Christmas music filled the kitchen. I was joyfully singing along to “Santa Claus is Coming to Town” by the window. Just as I was cracking the egg, my voice cracked, and my heart broke as tears spilled into sink.  
I stood there peeling egg after egg. Breaking them and pulling back the hard shell.
Sometimes in the midst of such joy and happiness, pain can rush in like a hard punch. 
Especially during the holidays, grief and joy mingle and intertwine like the red and white of a candy cane.  
A song, a smell, decorations, or a show can send unexpected waves of emotion.
Tears spill with questions, old and new. 
What if? 
Look around. Smell the candle. See the twinkling lights. Hear the laughter and the music. Move.  
In the grounding, the wound that bubbled up and festered out of nowhere simmers down a bit.  
The light shines through the tears and brings the moment into focus.  
Not alone.  
The little girl of inside of me is here amid the festivities. She’s safe. She’s not always festive and bubbly but she’s present. Out in the open. In the light. In the truth.  
She enters the fullness of the celebration mended… and broken.
And here… 
She’s welcome. She doesn’t have to hide anymore. She’s no longer numb. No longer frozen. No more fake smiles and empty eyes. 
She’s standing holding broken eggs, teary eyed and gazing beyond the kitchen window.  
And she’s going to be okay.  She’s breathing in new seasons with fresh eyes. Making new memories and even remembering the good. 
She is loved. 
Emmanuel - God With Us
She’s with me.  
He’s with me. 
Emmanuel – God with us.  

 I will escort the blind down roads they do not know,
        guide them down paths they’ve never seen.
    I will smooth their passage and light their way.
        I will indeed do it—they are abandoned no more.


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  1. Merry Christmas friend! Glad to know you & the stories that have marked your journey thus far…Hard & good mingled together into a most beautiful you!

  2. I can identify with this, Michelle. I love what you write about the little girl in us – “And she’s going to be okay. She’s breathing in new seasons with fresh eyes. Making new memories and even remembering the good. She is loved.” Yes, because God is with us always, let’s continue to allow her to breathe in new, better seasons and remind her how loved she is. 🙂 May Jesus give you an ever deeper knowledge of His infinite, unconditional love in 2017! Love and hugs!

    1. Thank you Trudy! Merry Christmas to you, and I wish you many blessings in 2017! I look forward to reading your encouraging posts as you always make me smile. Happy New Year to you! Love and hugs to you, friend!

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